http://www.devheart.com clockwork of a mechanical heart Thu, 26 Nov 2009 09:59:51 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I will this missive unto you bestow mine heart will always weep should you be gone whose anguish does cause me in sleep to row yet be at peace while I to you belong your scent is sweet just as it's lavender it's heady fumes do me intoxicate to dark and naughty thoughts you do me ... http://www.devheart.com/?p=23 Jewels are your eyes, a grace Green emeralds fair light your face A merry twinkle forever fixed A smile always upon your lips I love you http://www.devheart.com/?p=18 So many words fill my head like bees they swarm round and round and round and each time I... I hold them in on elastics they can't leave they anger and sting eager for that sweet sweet release dare I let them out of me? I fear the thought the words the questions the rejections so I sit content to hear the buzz and wait for that that fateful day for sweet release http://www.devheart.com/?p=15 So I've discovered this group of people on the internet. They call themselves the Nerdfighters. It's basically a group of interesting, smart, nerdy (NOT A BAD THING!) people that like to have intelligent conversations and want to have a connection with others like them. It's a pretty cool thing in ... http://www.devheart.com/?p=14 With the annual technical career fair just over, and everybody talking about internships and graduating, I've had a lot on my mind recently. I really need to make an internship happen this summer. But if I do an internship I might not be able to finish school on schedule and ... http://www.devheart.com/?p=13 There is something comforting in the touch of another person. Skin to skin contact. The sound of another person's heartbeat. The warmth of another living body. I find these things to be very comforting. I like to snuggle and burrow as if I can take that warmth and wrap it ... http://www.devheart.com/?p=12 In middle school I was a pretty depressed kid. I know it might sound rediculous. I had a group of close friends, but I was very introverted, and I was pretty lonely. I was inside my own little world, and I used poetry to express myself. I sort of lost ... http://www.devheart.com/?p=11 This morning I got the news. My grandma died last night at around 2am. She went into the hospital the night before, and the doctors didn't think she'd make 24 hours. She made it 27. Cancer is a hell of a sickness. But of course we all knew it was ... http://www.devheart.com/?p=9 I have recently realized just how big a part of my life music has become. I use music to help regulate my mood. Is that odd? I use it to relax. I use it to get me excited or pumped up for something. I use it to help me study. ... http://www.devheart.com/?p=8 Why is it that those closest to you are the ones who can hurt you the most? Sometimes you don't even realize how much someone's support means until they rip it away and send you staggering. It just goes to show that sometimes the status quo isn't a nice balance, ... http://www.devheart.com/?p=7